I have been debating back and forth as to whether or not I should add this page. Just for the simple fact that most do not understand my current circumstances. Not only do I have to worry about the repercussions of me being Pagan, but I've also had to deal with the repercussions of being attracted to the same sex. It's like a double whammy and coming out of the closet twice! I'm finally coming to terms with this part of myself though and I can't take hiding it any longer! Yes, I am married, and have been for nine years, though we are separated now. I have three beautiful children as a result of this marriage and I don't regret any of it. During my entire marriage I identified as bisexual. Not everyone knew and basically the only people who knew about this was my husband, my mom, and for the majority of the time, my children.

I have always had a strong attraction to women. Though when I was younger it wasn't the 'normal' way to be. I started having feelings for girls at a young age, in which I was a kid in middle school and came to find out that I had a major crush for one of my  best girlfriends!! I was so confused about this. She would stay the night at my house and me at hers and, well, things would happen (no, my parents had NO clue). Needless to say I got scared and tried to completely ignore these feelings. I went about my business and never told a single soul about what had happened between S and I (she moved away later that year). I was ashamed and thought there was something seriously wrong with me! I remember several other crushes and girl kisses and I remember always looking at female pictures and finding them more attractive than any male pictures! I was like...what on earth is my major malfunction! This couldn't be possible. I mean how could I be like my Uncle B (my Uncle is very gay and very out)!

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Lesbian and Bisexual Resources

Lesbian Worlds
This site has some great articles to read. Kept me interested for a few hours and I return often.

PlanetOut
Very interesting site. One of the best resource web sites that I have found!

Lesbian.org
Has a pretty good list of other lesbian sites.

Girlfriends Magazine
Great magazine. Has very interesting articles.

Curve Magazine
Another great magazine to read!

Pridenet
Extensive list to other sites.

PFLAG (Parent, Families and Friends of Lesbians and Gays)

Bisexual.org
Another great site with tons of information and links!